i don't want to be team crappy jacob!! i want to be team Cthulhu!!!! that would be cool!!
stpuid april fools day!! only last till 12 mid day change our avatars back!! rant rant rant rant!!!!
death to everyone!!!
A Love That Slows Down TimeThere was this one nightA Love That Slows Down Time by seiv15
I went out in the sun light
Stayed put till the moon caught alight.
People pushing around me
Crowds make it so I can't see
Who's a friend and who's an enemy.
Then I see a small ray
Sunlight bottled up in a pretty way
Eyes like fire take my breath away.
Ive found a love, love that makes me still, a love that slows down time.
As I felt the world pause
I couldn't help but move towards
This ray of light that was the cause
My path an obstacle course
All the shouting made my throat hoarse
Nothing stopping me from getting to the source
Reaching what I fought for
Out of arms reach I saw
And the world wasn't frozen anymore
I've found a love, love that makes me still, a love that slows down time.
Cave of high hopesHiding from fears in a cave of high hopes,Cave of high hopes by Sliktor
Tearing down ropes,
And falling down slopes.
They can't catch me if I fool myself hard,
My feelings are barred.
Everything is shiny, lovely and good,
Smiling like I should,
All the bad things can't get me in here,
Can't get me in here.
I know it is hopeless to keep going,
I am slowing,
Weakness is showing.
I can't depend on others, don't make me,
They will not see,
I cannot be free.
I am no longer hiding in the hopeful cave,
It's fear I crave,
But I'm everyone's slave.
I am trapped in the happiness, I want out,
Please hear me shout,
Send fake smiles to rout.
Please here me shout
I need letting out
Don't forgetSat, staring at the blank wall opposite,Don't forget by Sliktor
Thinking of the things I should start to regret,
Is passion lost? Blank look, beauty now dies,
In Delicate whispers are the words "Don't forget."
Don't forget what? I think, blind to my life,
Don't forget that I am caught in a net?
Don't forget my lack of liability?
But still is whispered "Don't forget, don't forget."
In my minds eye, everything is clear,
Each touch, every kiss, first time we met,
Head in hands, I stumble on cries,
And yet, I still fret on the words "Don't forget."
It wasn't hard, too easy perhaps?
To change my mind, it is not set,
But at that though, I disagree,
You words are kind when you say "Don't forget."
The realisation dawns, a smile is close,
In the cold room, your meaning, I get,
And your words creep with warmth to me,
"Don't forget me" Sweetly you say "Don't forget."
My DemonsMy Demons by IamNoOne22FL
To my left there sits a demon
Resting upon my shoulder
He is always with me, watching
His gaze keeps getting colder
I know the purpose he exists
For he is my past, you see
And never this will I forget
As he reminds what happened to me
To my right no angel is found
That presence I do not deserve
But instead a second demon
My torment, it's job to preserve
This demon does not look at me
For only ahead he stares
Making sure nobody gets close
Destroying anyone who cares
Some day I may defeat them both
But I know it is not this day
For at my worst do they take over
They keep me alive that way
So do not try to help, you can't
I need them more than ever
For if they were to leave me now
My ties to this life would sever
Desperate FrustrationDesperate frustration rips at my soulDesperate Frustration by IamNoOne22FL
Now I feel like I'm losing control
All the things that I once loved
To the side, they are now shoved
The screams in my head now get loud
Failures and mistakes begin to crowd
I can't take this for very long
The pain inside, something is wrong
I need to escape, just get away
Before all the voices begin to say
You're just a let down, you should just die
The eve of my destruction is nigh
I need some help, that much is clear
I simply just can't let someone near
They'll poke; they'll prod and question me
And then they will begin to see
A scared little boy is all that's there
Crying and bleeding, naked and bare
He trusted once, oh what a fool
The person betrayed him, evil and cruel
Hurt so many times, we've both lost count
The bruises and scars begin to mount
I just don't know what to do anymore
My heart was broken, and is still sore
But you I trust, I do not know why
Someday away together we'll fly
I just hope that we will succeed
Be there for each other
Current Residence: Folkestone
Personal Quote: "its not what i haven't said anymore, but what i haven't been saying"